Mystic Messenger – Zen Bad Ending 3

OK, I just finished Zen’s Bad Ending 3 and… I AM NOT OK! D:


***Spoiler under the cut!***


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Smart Dolls – Kizuna + Mirai + Wedding Dresses

This was on sale recently, so I bought a dress for each of them.

The dress was a tight fit and I was scared whether they would fit or not.

I realized that the dress were sewn slightly different even though they were both the same “style.” For instance, I like the folds on the chiffon for Kizuna’s dress. It also have something similar to a rose or flower in the front of the dress (chiffon part of it). However, Mirai’s chiffon fold is not as consistent and the “flower” seems like a mess… QQ What I do like about Mirai’s dress is the top part of it. It has a better sweetheart neckline. Kizuna’s dress was strangely roomy at the top. QQ

Overall, I was a bit disappointed on how it turned out. I find it strange to look at when they wear the dress because their skinniness popped up even more and their necks seem long… etc… @_@ I am not used to seeing them like this.

However, I am still letting them wear it to get the money’s worth, hehe.

*Note: They are not marrying each other. >:O


*Sigh* I feel like I’m going in circles in life. @_@ There are so many things I want to do, but I guess the only direction now is to move up… ;;;

Since the beginning of this year, my life just went upside down. It was a downward spiral as well and I didn’t recognize my life anymore. I was worried that it would only get worse. Somehow, through many, many lucky events… it got better, but in steps. I was suffering, but I could see that things were getting better… just not the same though.

I’M MAKING THE MOOD ALL DEPRESSING HERE BECAUSE I NEED AN EXCUSE AS TO WHY I WAS INACTIVE. :’D YAS, I was lazy. Mmmhmmm…. I lost motivation to post. (I feel like I’m pulling a 707 facade here… ;;; )

There were a few things I wanted to do with this website, but now I forgot what they are. ^^;;; Yup, procrastination at its best: procrastinate to the point of it not happening.

I still have the same hobbies as I did before, but my focus is on other things at the moment… I hope I can gradually start to post more frequently. *Wishful thinking.* It may take a while though because right now I am not happy with where I am at with my life. So… time to aim higher! >:3 (While I still have some fighting spirit in me… ;;; )

Update: So apparently 1 year ago I wanted to organize this blog… LOL! I still do! BELIEVE ME!!! I had the same thoughts! BUT PROCRASTINATION! I bet at this rate I can procrastinate it for years to come… :’D

I’m also kinda surprised I wrote the same thing approximately 1 year ago! LOL! Minus the depressing stuff tho. Oh this blog… What future awaits you?…

Mystic Messenger Summer Event – #MM_swimwear

Meet the awesome maid Mary Vanderwood 3rd in a mermaid outfit~

Yup, this is for the #MM_swimwear event. Basically, we draw a picture of Mystic Messenger characters in swimsuit and post it on Tumblr or Twitter. There is a prize if you win. Details can be found on Tumblr and Twitter.

I didn’t originally planned to draw this. I wanted to draw an object instead because Cheritz said “it” qualifies too as long as it is from Mystic Messenger. However, I couldn’t think of anything to draw… I also wanted to draw Tom, but gave up on the idea.

I eventually thought maybe I should draw Mary Vanderwood 3rd. Then, this scenario popped up in my head. I guess it worked out.

This is the second time I drew like this. It came out better than I expected even though this was very last minute. I take a very long time to draw… I actually used more effort than expected to color this. I was very tempted to not shade, but the drawing itself came out better than expected, so I decided to try my best instead.

I was very stuck on what color I should give Saeyoung’s mermaid outfit. I couldn’t think of one, so I chose the tail color based on the new Mystic Messenger menu screen. Saeyoung is wearing green in that picture. For the mermaid tail, I mixed it with a little turquoise because solid color looked strange…

Saeran’s swimsuit is his old outfit’s pattern and color. I am not very creative for this picture… I am sorry about this!

MC is wearing a halter top swimsuit, but the angle doesn’t show it.

In this picture, MC is taking a photo from across the pool. Saeran just arrived while drinking a cup of water. He end up spitting it out from being surprised. See, if he ate ice cream, then he wouldn’t have spit water out. (He might choke though, RIP.)

While drawing Saeran, I actually wanted to give him a shirt. This is because this is Saeran from After Ending. I don’t know if he wants to show off his tattoo anymore. However, I got very lazy and just proceeded without the shirt. I figured the MCs out there would be glad, too. ^_~

Oh ya, for those who don’t understand Saeran’s reaction because Saeyoung is so cute here, imagine this: he just saw his brother who looks like him dress as a mermaid… and bonus points if you imagined non-chibi version. +_+ b

Overall, I am glad I participated in this event. ^_^ Now I have a new picture to use, hehe.

Updated with scales that I forgot to include before. Also gave the top some frills because it was a bit plain. +_+ b

My art program updated, so now the sensitivity is all weird… I am glad I finished this yesterday and only had minor fixes today. QwQ I hope I can change the sensitivity back to how it was before or else my drawings will change… and it will also take longer to finish. T_T

Mystic Messenger – Happy Birthday, Saeran & Saeyoung!


I originally had a comic idea to celebrate their bday. However, I got really busy and I couldn’t draw it in time, so I shrunk the idea into a few simple panels. It still didn’t work out… so I went to buy cakes for their bday instead.

I took pics of their cake, but realized I don’t see them in the pic… so this happened instead. :’D It all worked out in the end. YAY~!

Space Station Wedding – Love Nikki x Mystic Messenger

Hmm, I haven’t really talked about this mobile game here. I will talk about it more another day.

To summarize, it is a dress up game. They recently have a wedding event called Happiness Event. They give a selection of wedding dresses that we can earn, called Hall of Oath. The most recent outfit they release, which is in this picture, is called Dream Wedding.

I got the dress and played around with the backgrounds. I already made 2 other pictures with this dress. Then, today, I stumbled upon this SPACE THEME background that I forgot I had.

Hmmm… Space theme… Hmm… Wedding… Why does it sound so familiar? :’D

Yup… So I went ahead and found brown hair and an energetic smile for this “MC.”

Let’s pretend she is winking at 707~

(Too bad my username for this game is different from the name I gave MC in Mystic Messenger.)

Mystic Messenger – 707 Bad Relationship Ending 2

After approximately 1 year, I finally finish getting all endings for 707 route! Yay…! (I am happy I collected all of the endings for 707 route first.)

I am still very shook with this ending. I expected it to be mediocre because some bad relationship endings are very brief and not dramatic. Sometimes I feel like bad relationship endings can be skipped over.

However, this ending was definitely… dramatic.

***Spoilers Under the Cut!!! Will also talk about other 707 endings and other Saeran spoilers.***

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