*Sigh* I feel like I’m going in circles in life. @_@ There are so many things I want to do, but I guess the only direction now is to move up… ;;;
Since the beginning of this year, my life just went upside down. It was a downward spiral as well and I didn’t recognize my life anymore. I was worried that it would only get worse. Somehow, through many, many lucky events… it got better, but in steps. I was suffering, but I could see that things were getting better… just not the same though.
I’M MAKING THE MOOD ALL DEPRESSING HERE BECAUSE I NEED AN EXCUSE AS TO WHY I WAS INACTIVE. :’D YAS, I was lazy. Mmmhmmm…. I lost motivation to post. (I feel like I’m pulling a 707 facade here… ;;; )
There were a few things I wanted to do with this website, but now I forgot what they are. ^^;;; Yup, procrastination at its best: procrastinate to the point of it not happening.
I still have the same hobbies as I did before, but my focus is on other things at the moment… I hope I can gradually start to post more frequently. *Wishful thinking.* It may take a while though because right now I am not happy with where I am at with my life. So… time to aim higher! >:3 (While I still have some fighting spirit in me… ;;; )
Update: So apparently 1 year ago I wanted to organize this blog… LOL! I still do! BELIEVE ME!!! I had the same thoughts! BUT PROCRASTINATION! I bet at this rate I can procrastinate it for years to come… :’D
I’m also kinda surprised I wrote the same thing approximately 1 year ago! LOL! Minus the depressing stuff tho. Oh this blog… What future awaits you?…